Friend / Couple?

We are Just like Normal Friends

that with LOVE in our relationship

is this because

we've been together too long?

we met each other too early?

we started to become 1 too soon?

after all tis 2 years + relationship

I really have realized that we do not have

much things in common

I still don't know you well

U oso don't know me well



Maybe this is what they say in chinese

【最熟悉的陌生人】

[The stranger that you've know the best]

Ever since that incident

our relationship has changed

I almost everytime

will count the msgs that you have sent me

and compared it with the msgs that I've sent to u

the differences are pretty much

by then

I realized

You are really busy

N I am really Free



[Free]

is the word I like

in english

because it represents a lot of meanings

Buy 1 Free 1?

I'm Free on that day?

I finally get my own Freedom



I really can only smile hopelessly

whenever I see my cellphone

Because it just shown the wallpaper

Nothing else

I smsed my friends more than with you

Whenever u sms me

"what you doing"

is really bullshit

GOD damn it!

We have really nothing to talk abt

aren't we?

I really felt happier with my friends

Gossip

Chatting

Bullshit-ing

Making Jokes

Laughing

All the things i tried to do it with you

But you just don't like the effort

Always change topic

N I always make the joke

I'm really fucking tired ok?!


Pls Can you don't

even mention abt getting marry?

I really irritated with it

I always wanna say to u abt tis tat

[IF YOU ARE THAT BUSY! DON'T BE IN A RELATIONSHIP!]

I know I couldn't blame you

But you couldn't blame me too

We are totally from a different world

I blame myself for having few friends to hang out

I blame myself for having too much free time

I blame myself for not being tolerance

I blame you to have so many things to do

I blame that why you approach me

I blame that you are being damn positive



Can you tell me

What can we do to work on it?

Coz I really Don't KNow What To Do

I'm really TIRED